Under 250!!

I can't believe I've finally gotten under 250. The big block on the doctor's scale can move down. I have really wanted this to happen but it gives me mixed feelings. I know it is wonderful and I'm proud of what I have accomplished. I'm also really sad that I let myself get so out of control that I've needed to lose this much. I didn't realize that this weight loss journey would require quite so much soul searching and thinking. Definitely an involved process...